Tonight I talked for a long while with Sam and damn... I forget sometimes what I'm missing. We didn't really have a relationship before he left, so it's not like I have this long relationship history to be reminded of. As far as a relationship goes, Facetime IS our relationship. So sometimes it's easy to forget what a normal relationship with him would be.
Usually when we talk, it's about how our lives are going or his classes or mine, but tonight we actually talked about us and it made me remember why we're in a relationship in the first place and not just friends. Bringing up little things from the times we actually did get to spend together as a couple and even some before that, and making fun of each other and reaffirming how committed we are to making this work... it felt good. Reminded me of all the great things I have to look forward to and why it's going to be worth the wait.

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